There have been a few things that worried me. Just things like being more overprotective than a friend should be sometimes. Telling me they'd protect me when they found out about my past even though I'm not afraid of getting hurt here.
What they told me first wasn't so bad. Just kind of scary. They sounded like a hero when they went on, and then not so much. There was so much delusion and selfishness that it got people killed because of them. They were in love with a girl that they wanted to claim as theirs even though she didn't feel the same, and it got her killed. I think they're afraid that'll happen to me, and that's what scares me. They got jealous when I told them about a girl I liked.
I know they're trying to be a better person, but I'm scared. Not just from the death they caused, the people they've hurt, but because I don't want to wind up like that girl.
They told me that they don't know if they can help people, even if they tried. I think there's something that they're not telling me, even now.
It's hard to trust them right now. I don't know what else to do.
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What they told me first wasn't so bad. Just kind of scary. They sounded like a hero when they went on, and then not so much. There was so much delusion and selfishness that it got people killed because of them. They were in love with a girl that they wanted to claim as theirs even though she didn't feel the same, and it got her killed. I think they're afraid that'll happen to me, and that's what scares me. They got jealous when I told them about a girl I liked.
I know they're trying to be a better person, but I'm scared. Not just from the death they caused, the people they've hurt, but because I don't want to wind up like that girl.
They told me that they don't know if they can help people, even if they tried. I think there's something that they're not telling me, even now.
It's hard to trust them right now. I don't know what else to do.